Marriage with benefits

Past and present🫶

Yashika's pov

He didn't even responded back to any of my flirty remarks.
I was shocked.
How could he not?
I thought a lot about it while eating pancakes he made for me.
They were nice.

I went outside after eating them.
He was sitting on couch working on his laptop.
I went near him and closed his laptop.
I sat on his legs.
He pulled me in his embrace.

"How was your life before marriage?"
"Intresting" He replied
"CAN I know how?"

He looked at me with narrowed eyes.
"Only if you are comfortable"
"Ofcc
See I was never committed to anyone but I was in a deal maybe?
Umm....friends with benefits. But honestly I had no genuine bond with her. I never talked to her. After doing our deeds it's like we don't even knew each other." He said.

Friends with benefits? Hmm...Intresting actually.
I never tried it.

"Why that ended?"
"Ohh...because I got married" He gave Me a reason.

Should I say sorry? But why would I? It wasn't my fault.

"You never felt anything for her?"
"Never" He said.

I was happy in my mind.
But why am I? He used her...he is using me.
And he stated that he is using me.
Shut up yashika.
You are enjoying everything.

"What about your past?"He questioned.

I told him everything about my boyfriend and all.

"I hope you don't get bore of me?" He said laughing.

I laughed at his statement.
But then I thought.
Why do he even care?
We are married probably that's why.
Yupp I think that's the reason.

I got up from his embrace and said "I think I should bathe again"

I went to washroom feeling stomach pain.
Probably because of Intercourse.
I have done it after almost a month.

But no,
Periods.
They are here.
Shit no.
What would I say to him now?
About our marriage with benefits deal?
He would be dissappointed.

I quickly took a bath and applied a pad.
I wore lose pyjamas.
Suddenly I was feeling sad. Very sad to be honest.

Why God why?
Why only me?

I was about to breakdown but he entered in the room.

I sat on bed silently using my phone not even looking at him even once.

He was unbothered too.
He don't care.
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