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"Do you miss your ex?" The reporter looked at her dead in the eyes.
Literally what kind of question is that?
"I think I'll always miss her just a bit. I mean, I was going to New York and now here I am living in La going against the reason we literally broke up."
At least she's fucking aware.
"Have you ever thought about reaching out?"
"You have no idea." Her face went from happy, to sorrowful, to the fakest smile i've ever seen in less than 10 seconds. "It was lovely chatting with you!"
She's aware that it's absolutely outrageous she is living in Los Angeles now.
Is she aware of how much she's been breaking me for the past few years.
I was devastated when she broke up with me. I was happy for her when she published her book. Happy when it got popular. Iffy about it when it was made into a movie. Mad when she starred in the movie.
Now I'm absolutely pissed.
She is famous. She's on every fucking billboard. In every movie. She has her own toothpaste!
I can't walk through the grocery store without seeing her face.
Then there's me.
I'm a doctor without a job, living with my best friend from elementary school.
"Stop doing this to yourself." Abel turned the TV off, "We need to talk. And it's serious."
I sat up straight, ignoring his first comment. "About what?"
"You know how Rachel and I have been dating for about a year?"
Oh no. "Yeah?"
"We found a place we both like. Like obviously I'll finish off this month but-"
"We're in our 20's, Abe. I need my own place too. It's all right."
He raised his eyebrows, "What the hell has gotten into you?"
"I need to move on with my life. And that starts with being on my own for a while."
He nodded and stood up, "I was thinking of spaghetti for dinner."
Natalie hates spaghetti, "I love that idea."
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Sleeping last night was hard.
Abel already basically lives with Rachel, he spends every fucking night there.
I want another cat.
Waking up this morning was a hassle because of how tired I was from the lack of sleep but I promised myself I'd go to Village Grinder if I at least got out of bed.
And that's what I did.
Went to get coffee and now I'm sitting in my empty living room, scrolling through my unopened messages.
Because I can't read texts until I've had coffee.
I almost spit said coffee out when I noticed MACKENZIES BITCHES rose from the dead.
LONDON We should all catch up since we're in la
Casseatsass how did you know i was coming back
LONDON i keep tabs on my best friends silly
Maddie my love im in la next week
Elliotttt with me
Maddie my love duh
nat im down
Jackie poo lets do it
mf alexxx im so down
boorks i have some finals next week but ill lyk
sammy why not? lets do it
RUBES ML im going
mf alexxx that was a given
Jackiepoo thats disgusting
MARCUS BITCH BOI ill go j lmk where
I guess that leaves me to decide if im going or not.
Why not?
Because Natalie is going for one.
And things ended sour with half of that friend group.
But I should go.
I want to.
me ill go too
LONDON YEAH MACKIEPOO IS ON BOARD
me that nickname does not need to be revived
Maddie my love it was so cute tho mac
me no
sammy i think abels nickname for her is the best
mf alexxx YES EASYMAC NEEDS TO MAKE A COMBACK
RUBES ML easymac is so iconic
Jackiepoo mackiepoo is just as iconic
me my little jackiepoo agrees
Elliotttt what are we gonna do
MARCUS BITCH BOI nothing too public bc one of us is famous
Brooks i say lunch + beach
Casseatsass YESSSS
nat i take it back idk if i can go
nat might have a press thing
nat ill lyk
MARCUS BITCH BOI BORING
God this is gonna end horribly.
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Finding Her Again
Romance(second book) After moving to New York to pursue her dreams of being a writer, Natalie quickly became popular online. Her first book, By My Side, was made into a movie. Natalie played the lead. Her fame sky-rocketed. Now she has to move to Los Angel...
