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( you'll find tons of grammatical mistakes and cringe stuff )
I was going insane. What did I just do?? Did I just kiss him. Oh my god no way. I was breathing heavily and arjun looked at me and I lost it. I turned backwards so that my back faces arjun because I'm not really ready to face him.
" Meera.. " his words were breaking
" I'm so ah.. so sorry " I shouldn't have done it without your permission.
" look at me meera " he yelled at me
I turned back and he held my hands. He took me outside and we both were shocked to see a bed filled with rose petals and red balloons.
My face turned red so as Arjun's. The situation was awkward as hell.
Arjun held my hands and made me sit on the couch.
He sat on his knees. " Arjun" I slowly whispered
He extended his fingers on my lip and asked me to stay silent.
" Meera listen, just listen " he said
I nodded and he continued.
" Meera I dont know how but you mean a lot to me meera. I like you. Alot. The thought of loosing you drives me crazy. I want you forever. I want you meera. I'm not gonna say this as love. Yeah I'm weird. I kinda need some time to get over everything but even though this marriage means nothing to you I promised myself to protect you forever"
I pinched myself. Ouch this is not a dream.
" Meera I said that to sam because I dont want my wife to seduce some asshole. He's dangerous I want you to stay out of it. There should be a reason thats why I said you're upset with me."
" Meera speak " he said
" I'm.."I dint knew what to say
" Sorry " I said.
" why are you sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything and that ah.. ah that kiss i shouldn't have done that I'm sorry "
" Its okay I'm sorry too " I said
" Can I ask you something " he asked
Hmm?
" Do you love me "
No. I might be attracted but its not love thats for sure.
" Same here. Meera you're the girl everyone desires to get. Beautiful, smart , caring , understanding what else do a man wants but I haven't moved on yet. And I like you I wanna be with you but I need time. And in that time I'll make sure you love me "
He cupped my face and hugged me.
Arjun went out to deal something and here I'm going insane like did we just kisssssss??????? And he said he likes me like wtf. Most importantly now I'm fucking married to him. Everything seems unreal.
My mind was exploding. I wanted to sleep. I looked for the pills in the bag and I found a picture. Picture of Advik,Rahul,Arjun. A picture in which advik and rahul were chasing arjun. All of their faces were filled with smiles.
" What are you doing " a voice came from behind
It was arjun and I was so scared last time I got involved he got upset.
" I'm so uh.. sorry.. its just that I was looking for pills and " before I complete he came forward and put his one of the finger on my lip.
" Why are you worried its okay "
" Here are your pills " he handed them over to me and held my fingers.
" You sleep here I'll sleep on couch " he said.
