Obsessively In Love

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             —FEELINGS—

                      DAISY

WARNING MATURE CONTENT!!

      I couldn't wait to put this crazy looking shower to use. Getting inside I look around at all the different kinds of buttons not knowing which one does what I just started pressing them all. After a few minutes I finally got it to the temperature that I wanted letting the hot  water run down my body I look down at the shower floor to see it glowing different colors looking around the rest of the shower it all had a soft glow to it. Feeling myself completely calm for the first time since I woke up on the plan I let the hot water continue to cascade down my body allowing my tight muscles to relax. I'm always always in fight or flight mode and for good reason but it takes a huge toll on my body but I've never had a choice I can't help but feel completely helpless when I am around Lorenzo. It makes me feel weak and it just pisses me off. It's like his masculine energy is so dominant that I am finally able to feel safe around someone even though his approach to our relationship defiantly needs work. Compared to my past relationships he is doing a million times better. Reeling my thoughts back in  I wash up and finally step out the shower walking into the bedroom and start to get ready. Deciding that I wanted to tease him tonight I go with something more revealing I put on a black panty and matching bra set  with diamonds up the strap and hip line and put a green night dress over it.

        I decided to leave my hair down in its natural waves and but on moisturizer leaving my skin feeling soft deciding on not wearing makeup I make my way to the kitchen where I can smell that Lorenzo was already cooking something. When the kitchen finally came into view Lorenzos naked back was facing me. I took my time to check him out letting my eyes rank over all my all his tattoos that liter his skin crawling up the back of his neck into his Hairline. I noticed how the grey sweatpants  hugged his ass and thighs I watched how his back muscles flexed when he moved his arms around grabbing different seasonings. "Are you going to actually sit down or just stare at me the whole time." He teases before finally turning a round and taking in my outfit he shamelessly lets his eyes rank over my body letting them linger on my legs and breasts before finally connecting with my eyes. "Cazzo fanculo le cose Che voglio farti." His deep voice sends familiar shivers down my spine. (Fuck the things I want to do to you.) Shrugging my shoulders  I slowly walk up to him running my fingers along the countertop until I'm standing directly in front of him I let my eyes rank up his tatted stomach and chest finally looking up at him innocently. "Se fai il bravo ragazzo, potrei lasciarti vivere I tuoi sogni bagnati." I blink up at him with a small smile. (If you be a good boy I might let you live out your wet dreams.) He eyes widen with surprise before quickly recomposing himself. "Wait a minute you can speak Italian? And you haven't said anything." He asked pulling away from me and going back to the stove attending to the food. I took a seat on a stool across from him before answering. "Where's the fun is that? I wanted to know if there were things that I needed to know but you were trying to keep from me so I played stupid." I shrug looking at the skull that was on his back with its dark eyes along with all the abstract designs blended into his skin but even with all the ink I can see scars. He nods his head turning to give me a glance. "Smart thinking. Like I said you continue to surprise me." He turns back to cooking. "So what are you cooking?" I asked trying to see over his broad shoulders. "Bistecca alla fiorentina and cacio e Pepe." His answer surprises me it's crazy to believe a man of his stature has cooking skills. (Italian beef steak and spaghetti dish.)   "Wow it's hard to think you actually cook. Where did you learn?" I ask he went still for a moment before answering. "My mother. Now go sit at the table it's almost done. " He diverts away from the conversation and I let him for now but we're going back to it it. He pisses me off with that always wanting me to open up to him but doesn't want to let me in and know anything about him. Rolling my eyes I get up and walk over to the table sitting down waiting for him. After a few minutes he sits wine glasses down on the table before placing the food down. It looks and smells delicious it makes my mouth water I hold off and wait for Lorenzo to pour wine into my glass and sit down before I take my first bite. When the food touches my taste buds I couldn't help but let a small moan out. "Fuck this is good. I must say I didn't expected anything less." I smile taking a sip of my wine. "I rarely cook I just wanted to do something for you." He keeps his eyes on my lips for a moment before biting into his food. "Awe you wanted to do something special for me? Maybe I need to return the favor." My words were innocent but my tone suggested otherwise and he caught on making him smirk shaking his head thinking I'm just teasing him but he will find out soon. Smiling I go back to eating. "So how long do you think we will be here?" I changed the subject taking a sip of my wine. He keeps quiet for a moment before answering. "I'm not sure I am waiting for everything to settle down right now before going to another safe house. I'm trying to deal with this rat problem as we speak." He says taking a bite of his food. I mean it doesn't take a fucking rocket scientist to put pieces together that he wasn't just a business tycoon when I first met him I figured he might be some high ranking cartel but the more time passes and I watch him I knew that wasn't the case he had to many companies, private jets, guards, men on his payroll,  and safe houses to his disposal and when I finally figured it out  I felt the demons of my past slowly creeping back and that scares me more then being thrown back into the mafia. I feel like he is now closer to me then he has ever gotten and that makes me terrified and the last thing I will do is tell Lorenzo about me who knows what he would do if he found out. "What do you have planned when you find them?" I asked finishing off my glass of wine. He chuckles taking a bite of his steak. "Get rid of them of course but you already knew that after all you did give me the idea." He smiles showing me his pearly white teeth. He sits down his fork before leaning back in his chair. "You know it did surprise me with your answer to my little situation and you aren't acting how I thought you would. Kicking and screaming refusing to eat crying day in and day out. Yet you sit here the least bit fazed like you're not worried for your unknown future I find quiet fascinating honestly and with your past completely gone it makes me wonder who you really are." His tone is neutral but I can tell he is on edge not knowing who I really was and having me so close to his business could end in a fucking disaster. Deciding to fuck with his head I smirk taking his drink from his hand. "If you find out let me know." I give out a breathy laugh gulping down the rest of his drink letting it burn my throat and sooth my nerves. I stand grabbing Lorenzos and I dirty dishes taking them to the sink to wash them. I can feel his eyes burning holes into my skin, he doesn't say anything for a while letting my words sink in. Scrubbing away at the dishes I hear his chair scrap against the floor and feel him coming closer to me. He steps in behind me putting both arms on either side trapping me up against the sink, he walks closer into me rubbing his dick against my ass he pushes his lips against my ear. "Do I need to sleep with one eye open around you?" His deep voice goes straight to my pussy causing moisture to build he pushes his body further into mine I can feel his dick growing against me which wasn't helping me any. Drying my hands I turn around looking up at him innocently before giving him a light kiss on his inked chest before grabbing his dick outside his sweats causing him to let out a grunt. "Both." I take the opportunity in his stunned state to push him away before running off laughing. "You done and fucked up bambino." I hear before I hear him taking off after me causing me to run faster turning down a hall I haven't been down yet I continue to run feeling Lorenzo gaining on me I open a random door running inside seeing what I assumed was some kind of lounge area with couches and bar along with a couple stages with poles connected not wasting a second to look around I search for a hiding spot to my luck a door slams behind me. "Where you gonna go now?" He slowly walks up to me like a predator stalking their prey with a devilish glint in his eyes causing me to bite my lip to keep from smiling and with each step he took I took two back until my knees hit the front of the couch. He puts both hands on the shoulders pushing me down into the couch my knees gave it and followed orders making me fall into the cold cushions he put both arms on either side of my head leaning down getting closer to my face smirking down at me he shakes his head grabbing my chin in a firm hold tilting my head further up to him he takes his time letting his eyes take in the feature on my face I cant lie and say I wasn't doing the same thing he grips my chin tighter but not enough to hurt me. "Let this little game be a reminder for you that if you try to run from me I will always catch you. No matter what you're mine." He lets his words sink in. I should be scared but I can't help the way my pussy clenches at his words. "We'll see."  I smile up at him grabbing his hand and pulling it off my face before standing up and walking around him looking around at the room. "So what is this?" I asked referring to the room he sits down on one of the couches spreading his legs and and putting his elbows on his leans leaning forward a bit his chain dangles from his neck making look so fucking sexy. "I rarely ever come here but when I am and I have business meeting or small parties this is where I hold it. Nothing convinces a man to agree to a deal more than money blow and whores." His Italian accent becomes a bit stronger. But his words didn't sit right with me it wasn't the part about blow but more so the whores. "So since you clearly aren't letting me go anytime soon what should I expect? What happens when we return back to the states?" I asked walking around the room trying to distract myself. "Okay Im not even going to lie to you we aren't going back to the states anytime soon I got a lot of heat on my ass right now thats the last place I want to be. We will stay here for a couple more weeks till I get some things situated then we're going to Italy my family is there we will be staying there for a while its safer there. As far as what to expect you're going to have to explain cause I'm not sure what you're talking about." He sighs leaning back putting his arms over the back of the couch. "What Im saying is what do I need to be prepared for when I step foot in Italy. Family? Friends? Girlfriends? What do I need to expect. What am I going to walk into?" I question further slowly walking over to stand in front of his crossing my arms over my chest. "My family will love you my mother is already excited to meet you and my sister has been dying to take you shopping I doubt you will see my father not that you need to anyway but as far as my brothers their harmless to you. As far as girlfriends I'm not even gonna lie Im not the relationship type I only fucked women nothing more nothing less they they couldn't keep my attending long. That was until you Daisy, something about you keeps me wanting more and more. Let alone all the things you do that continue to surprise me." He finishes off before smirking up a me. "This is the first time you actually opened up and talked about your family. What are they like?" I asked sitting beside him putting my legs under me to get more comfortable. "My mom honestly holds the whole family together if it wasn't for her we wouldn't have family events or eat meals together regularly she is able to make everyone but their grudges to the side and make us be together as somewhat of a family. As far as Aria she is as annoying as any little sister could be always wants to be around getting into trouble causing mischief. Luca is my little brother he is more of the party animal than the rest of us, he takes care of a lot of my shipments in and out of Italy. Leonardo is my oldest brother by three years he is the emotionless one, the one that likes getting his hands dirty. Blood is what drives him. For my father me and him aren't close he is more of a business partner then anything." He finishes looking off ahead of him I take my time to look at his side profile, the way his jaw is cut sharp the way the tattoos complement his skin. "You know that was the most you have opened up to me. I can't wait to them they sound great, well for the most part Im kind of nervous though. So I wont be surprised by any girlfriend right?" I joke but I desperately wanted to know. "Don't worry baby they will love you, trust me my mom is counting the days. Like I said already I have never dated anyone never had anything serous I only fucked women and there was very few that I fucked more then once and when I did I made sure they knew thats what they were just a fuck." He finishes leaning his head back against the couch I ponder on what he says for a minute before asking. "So what are we Lorenzo? What am I to you?" He turns his head looking at me carefully before answering. "I don't know what we are but I know I can't get you out of my head I cant even get my dick hard around another women because I'm thinking of you. I'm obsessed with the way your eyes have yellow specs mixed in with the green when the sun hits. Your long hair that I want to wrap my hands around  as I fuck you from the back. The way your body hug all your outfits perfect. The way your ass jiggles as you walk, the way your dimples comes out as you smile. I want to be the only one enjoying that. You're mine Daisy and if someone gets in my way I'll put a bullet between their eyes. Do you think that makes me a sick man?" He gives me a sinister smile his words cause excitement and arousal to course through my veins. "Absolutely." I didn't give a chance to react when I climbed onto his lap and crashed my lips onto his. He runs his hands along my hips before gripping my ass causing me to grind onto his growing dick. I run my fingers through his hair gripping the ends a giving it a tug causing him to groan not waisting a second I push my tongue into his mouth taking the lead letting my tongue caress his mouth. He continued to push my ass to grind on him feeling his dick graze against my pussy has my clit throbbing. Breaking away from the kiss I suck on his tongue pulling away before slowly trailing kisses down his neck letting my hands run down his chest feeling his abs underneath my fingertips. Pushing his hands off me I get down on my knees in front of him before linking my hands through his sweatpants and pulling them down allowing his dick to spring free and slightly slaps my lips. Wrapping my hands around the girth of his dick I look up at him through my lashes to see him looking down at me smiling with his eyes glazed over like he was in a trance. "Well what are you waiting for?" His impatient tone makes me smirk as he pushes his dick up to my mouth. "A needy little slut I see." I tease but Lorenzo didn't find it so funny he grabbed a fistful of my hair before pulling my face down to his dick. "I got something for that smart mouth."  He pushes his dick all the way into my mouth and I got to say he is the biggest I've took but I relaxed my throat and took most of him until he hits the back of my throat causing him to moan out loosening his grip on my hair. I wrap my hands around the rest of him letting my saliva lube his dick as I start to bob my head up and down running my lips along his dick making sure I don't use teeth before hallowing out my checks and pushing my tongue out causing me to be able to take even more of him. "Cazzo." He groans thrusting his hips up to meet me making his dick push further into my throat causing tears to come out my eyes. The erotic wet sounds of the tip of his dick hitting the deep depths of my throat make me moan sending a hard vibration through the length of his dick. Taking my hands I wrap it around his balls massaging them as I start to suck him off harder. Sounds of his dick hitting my throat along with his groans filled the room accompanied by the smell of arousal. "Fuck I'm so close." He throws his head back biting his bottom lip.  I release his dick with a pop causing him to look down at me with furrowed brows. "Look at me when I'm sucking your dick." I grip him tighter making sure to get my point across. I spit on the tip before swirling my tongue around it while jerking him off and massaging his balls. "Fuck Daisy I'm about to cum." He stares down at me with lust filled eyes. Sliding my head all the way down his whole length I start sucking him off harder and faster gripping his balls tightly but not enough to hurt him but enough to push him over the edge. I can feel his balls tightening letting me know that he was about to cum pushing my tongue further down I hit the base of his dick causing him to let out a loud moan. "Fuck Daisy." He pushes his dick impossibly further down shooting his cum down my throat and filling my mouth I made sure to sallow every drop before going back to sucking on his already sensitive dick. I felt his legs begin to sake underneath me. "Shit Daisy its to much." He voice is deep with arousal his hand that isn't in my hair is clutched in a fist knuckles white. Wanting to torture him a little more I go back to the top swirling my tongue around him his tip is covered in my spit a little bit of his cum. My face has tears dripping down it and my mouth is stuffed with Lorenzos dick leaking spit and remnants of cum down my chip onto the top of my breast and the dirty whore in me loves being in this very position watching Lorenzo knees buckling from under me his silent please. The pulsing in my pussy is beating about as fast as my actual heart. My wetness is leaking out my panties along the side of my thighs causing me to rub them together. Finally deciding that I was done torturing him I pull up and release his with a loud pop. He sits there for a moment processing what just happened to him. He tucks himself back into his sweats before sitting back and catching his breath. Looking at me he chuckles shaking his head and licking his lips. "I've never had my dick sucked like that babygirl, fuck me." He runs his hands down his face blowing out a breath of air. "If I am being honest I was trying to suck your soul out. Doesn't seem like it worked." I say wiping my face and fixing my top. "I guess next time I'm just going to have to fuck your soul out of you. " I smile turning and walking away like I didn't just give him a blowjob as I opened up the door his words causes me to stop. "Who said I had a soul?" His words causes me to smile turning I rise a brow. "I guess we will have to see." He just sakes his head chuckling. "I'm going to finish up some work I will go to bed in a few hours." Deciding not to say anything in return I make my way to our room.