Nova
"Hey" she utters opening the door.
I push past her, not bothering to say anything back.
I hear her sigh, closing the door and following me upstairs. I take a seat on her bed and watch as she walks in.
"Where were we up to on the proje-"
"Seriously?" I cut her off.
"What?"
I laugh, "you took my damn virginity, knowing that it meant something to me, then proceeded to ignore me! Then when I actually came to see you, the only thing that happened was me yelling at you, as you lied there completely ignoring my existence!"
"Yeah sorry"
"So-" I cut myself off.
"So let me get this straight, I just told you how I feel, and all you can say is a 'yeah sorry' are you fucking kidding me?"
She sighs and looks down, "look I have a reason okay?"
"Well you're going to tell me that shitty fucking reason, is it cause you're a bitch that uses girls for their body?"
She bites her lips and tightens her hands into a fist. Probably in anger.
"I can't tell you" she mumbles.
"Why not hmm? What do you have 'I'm a bitch' personality disorder or something?"
"Would you stop calling me a fucking bitch!"
"Why should I when you won't give me answer?"
She holds her head in her hands, probably trying to think of another pathetic excuse.
"Look, I really didn't mean to ignore you Nova, I didn't use you for your body, or for sex. If I could've, I would've called you"
"Then why didn't you?"
"Look if you're just gonna keep asking questions then fuck off"
"Oh so I'm not allowed to be asking questions to why I was ignored?"
"I didn't say that"
"Yes you did!"
She ignores me as she lays her back on the end of the bed and I stare down at her.
"I'm sorry, Nova" is all she says in a whisper.
"Yeah, me too" I respond before getting up.
"Wait, please, please just don't go"
"Why? Give me a good reason in to why I should stay here with a person like you"
"A person like me?"
I sigh, "look I didn't mean it like that"
"Nova, can't you just trust me when I say I won't do it again?"
"And how can I do that when you already have, plus when I don't know the reason!"
"Oh for fuck sakes Nova!"
" just tell me why!"
"No!
"Why!?"
She ignores me.
"What do you have something wrong with you!?"
She stays quiet.
I laugh with no humour in my voice, "you're hiding something from me Hazel! And I swear to God if you don't tell me what it is, I'll walk out that damn door and you'll never see me aga-"
