Another Hate Love Story

65.

A hand was continuously caressing my head and I was feeling a pair of tender lips on my forehead. After many attempts to come out of that uncomfortable sleep, I open my eyes.

"Am... Ammi" I whispered, she tenderly kissed my forehead one more time with tears in her eyes.

"My son" she smiled and I tried to look everywhere but couldn't. I was in miserable conditions, my back pain was intolerable and my left leg was feeling very heavy like it was tied with a rock.

"Fa-Fayra" I wanted to see my daughter at that moment and Ammi assured me that she would call Sara and Fayra. I just close my eyes and open them again when Sara arrived. I wanted her to talk to me or at least smile at me but... When our eyes came in contact she turned back.

For a few moments, I was supposed to talk to Sara but I wish, my desire could've been fulfilled. Without looking at me she left me in the hospital room. Maybe she would be happy if I would die in that accident. Talking to me or asking about my health was a faraway thing, she didn't even look at me.

She hates me! And her behaviour already had expressed my status in her life.

Looking at her leaving, I close my eyes. My one mistake become so big that I didn't deserve forgiveness! What would she do if I was at her place? Wouldn't she react if caught me with Mansi in the same condition I had caught her with Qaleel?

Okay, she was not involved!

Okay, she has never been cheating on me!

Okay, she loved only me!

But what about me? How couldn't have I believed what I saw? Everyone was blaming me but no one was understanding me. According to them, I was the only culprit for whatever happened between us.

But now, it's too late to think. If this condition of mine couldn't change her mind then nothing in this world could do it.

"Adnaan?" Abbu mumbled but I didn't open my eyes. I felt his hand on my forehead then on my head, but I ignored it. He was not ready to listen to me when I needed him most then why he was showing his love? He proved already that his niece was more important than his son.

Enough of this love! Enough of this drama. If Sara didn't want to understand my feelings I shouldn't go after her. I decided to do what she wanted. She wanted to get divorced! Fine. I know, that's the most difficult decision of my life but...

For once I could imagine my life without Sara, but without Fayra-
It's like taking my breath away.

"Adnaan bhai" I again ignored. "Bhai I know you're awake." a hand grabbed my shoulder, and I open my eyes. There was no one in the room other than Afnaan.

"How are you?" He asked and I thought for a minute to reply. "It's hurting"

"Doctor will give you painkillers, then it'll not hurt" He gave me false hope as well as a weak smile.

"Will those painkillers, calm the pain of my heart?" I questioned, but he was standing dumbfounded.

"She was crying for you, maybe she'll forgive you" Afnaan was again giving me false hope. "If she would be crying for me, then she would pay at least a glance at me. And now I don't want to get forgiveness! I'm done with it." Mumbling that I again close my eyes. I didn't want to cry but a stubborn tear slipped out from the outer corner of my left eye.

"Don't cry bhai"

"Don't worry, I'm not" without opening my eyes I whispered.

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I smiled whilst thanking Allah, but those stubborn tears were not leaving my eyes alone. Adnaan was recovering very well, Mamu Jaan told me that the fracture of his back and leg would take time to recover, but at least his life was out of danger.