Sometimes I love him
And then I fade away
Like a night dream
A memory brings
Just the way you cry
You never leave my side
You never hold my hand
He brushed his lips on mine
There were no one to divine
He caresses my cheeks
Make me blush in relief
I am just scared of love
It's not only about heart
It matters a lot
You can't cry at night
Cause It hurts
You can't cry at daylight
Cause It's just too much
I didn’t notice it happening
I didn’t notice them changing
I give them chances
To remove my aches
I saw a piece of heaven
I run behind it more often
I hurt it again
Never know I was a burden
I never think in my brain
I can love again and again
Am I old enough?
To understand what is pain?
Let me go back to my age
Where I was free on stage
Now I am scared
To show my childish self
Where I laugh on wrong
Never know It's a crime
Where I always smile
Never know I have a life
When I never care
When I hurt someone
But they loved me
like a child
I want to bring back time
Even it It's a crime
I wanna live it again
With love and rain
I wanna bath in rain
The same water
But pour from dream
I wanna dance in It
Like a girl dance
Round and round
Enough, I am too happy
I wanna bring back memory
I will stay beside him
Like he promised me
He promised me
He will hold me at night
He will kiss my side
He will let me smile
I will wait till I can
It's like a pain
You think you have it
But it always fade away
Like I fade away
In a different ray
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i really don't know
What I write
But just idk
Thanks for reading
Love ya
Bye
