Have Hope

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Y/N POV

"That you are." Alex smirked, finally having caught her breath. She sat up in the bed, eyeing me hungrily. "Come here."

I raised my eyebrows. "Alex we don't have to-"

"Y/n, come here."

I sighed, knowing she wasn't going to let up, and did as she asked, climbing back onto the bed.

"Unless you don't want to?" She asked, her tone a little worried.

"No, I do. It's just...I don't know, I'm not really good at receiving." I chuckled, rubbing the back of my neck nervously.

"How come?"

I shrugged, trying to find the right words. "I don't know. I guess I sort of feel badly, because maybe the other person feels like they owe me something? Or that they are obligated to do it, even if they don't want to. I just don't want you to feel like I'm taking advantage of you." I explained.

"Y/n..." She started, a soft smile on her beautiful face. Her hand cupped my cheek, and I leaned into her touch. "You aren't taking advantage of me, you have never taken advantage of me, and if I ever feel like you are, I promise I will tell you. I really appreciate you thinking about consent, and I respect your feelings, but please know that I want to please you. I want nothing more than to please you."

I nodded, feeling reassured.

"So, are you gonna let me taste you, or what?"

The two of us shifted our positions so that I was now laying back on the bed while Alex straddled my lap.

She smirked down at me, running her warm hands down my chest and stomach. I could feel the heat from her center, hovering just over my cock, through my sweats, and it made me impossibly harder.

The forward played the same game I did, teasing the skin of my neck and jaw with her mouth, while gently grinding her hips against mine.

I was admittedly a little embarrassed about the noises she was coaxing from me, and was trying my best to keep them from escaping.

"F-fuck." I whimpered, swallowing back a groan as the blue eyed woman sucked at my throat.

"Let them about baby." She whispered into my ear, nipping at it. "Let me hear you moan."

"Oh fuck..." I breathed before I could stop myself.

"That's it. Let them all out."

My hands gripped at the sheets in a desperate attempt to feel at least slightly grounded, as Alex moved down my body, licking the ridges between my abs, and stopping when she reached my sweat pants.

"Are you sure, Y/n?" She asked, meeting my gaze.

I nodded quickly, any words I had tried to form dying in the back of my throat.

The older woman turned her focus to my pants, quickly slipping them off my legs before tossing them aside.

"My my..." She murmured, biting her lip when her eyes met my erection, which tented proudly in the fabric of my boxers.

My hips bucked involuntarily when she pulled them off, my dick slapping my abs.

"You're so big."

"Lex..." I sighed, my head thrown back against the pillows while I waited in anticipation for her to do something.

I nearly jumped when I felt her hand slowly take hold of my shaft, giving it a few pumps before she moved down to gently cup my balls, rolling them carefully between her fingers and sending shivers of pleasure up my spine.