[29] After a paralyzing loss and hard lessons learned, Jasper is willing to do whatever it takes to reach his goal. In the mean time, he does whatever his mother says as he bides his time. Even if his mission is to weasel his way into an unsuspecting heart to find an opening in the enemy. But as his mission grows further and further in-depth, he finds himself grappling with old feelings and old fears. He can't afford to lose his head now, not when he's so close to success. And his heart and soul will always belong to his beloved... Is he willing to lose everything to try again? Or will duty triumph over heart at great cost? [Warning: The following book contains Adult Themes] [Warning: The following book contains BDSM content] [Warning: The following book contains suicide/self-harm] [Warning: The following book contains graphic depictions of violence]