"No conflict is so severe as his who labors to subdue himself." -Thomas Kempis Nathaniel John Masen Cullen was a beast in his own mind. He was a monster and a monster didn't deserve to be loved. When Isabella Swan starts her first day of Forks, Nathaniel's luck is tested the moment they were in the same room as one another. Struggling with self control and 'ordinary' life itself Nathaniel does everything in his power to keep his instincts at bay but for how long? {Twilight} {Stand-alone} {Bella Swan x male!oc} •{Started : 01/22}• •{Finished : 07/23}• Idea for cover came from @moaningroman